Preparing for the new journey

Here is my new mode of transportation, a Ford Ranger.  I already have dreams of pulling a small trailer and camping on the coast of Oregon or in the mountains.  Plus, I still want to see Alaska. 

I am preparing to travel from Madison, WI to Mount Rushmore then on to Canmore, Canada and finally to Oregon. 

I find that I still have the problem of packing that I did before.  I am stalling.  I haven't figured out why yet.  I guess I'm getting older and stuck in some ways.  Maybe I want to be settled more than I thought.  The good news is that I will have time to think about all these things and listen to God's side, if He speaks up. 

Even with the long stay in Madison, I have been learning more about myself.  It is only little things that pop up during the interactions with other people.  For instance, I no longer wish to have children.  I have a hard time interacting with my father.  I really need to be outside more often that I am. 

I know and expect God to speak to me while I travel the long road to Oregon.  What I need to do is listen and obey.